Recently I went out with some friends to badminton.

There should have been one more, but uh, slight technical difficulties (the clock must have been some hours behind) caused them to be delayed… for some time.

Yeah so we didn’t do much.

As expected.

But it was like a ‘gotta go regardless’ kind of thing due to certain circumstances.

My midterm is tomorrow too.

Man.

I am not prepared for that.

We went to lunch after that. Memory Corner. Cheesy.

I like it.

I have been wanting to go to there for a while now, just that the atmosphere and the design of the place has been changed so many times I didn’t really see a point anymore.

But we went today.

Check.

Then one left, kinda unwillingly(?) however, and we got a disc (magic!) and went to the park to ‘play’.

We did play.

Just not with the disc.

Anyways, that’s not what I had wanted to talk about.

So we sat around in some kind of religious cult circle, and then played… Truth or Dare.

GREAT.

Not something I like.

Someone starts by asking our scapegoat a question.

What do they think about me.

They said something about organizing.

All I could think was ‘pfft’.

I guess it’s relative.

I think I was on the receiving end next.

What do you like about her?

Man I wasn’t even given a chance to choose Dare.

Okay fine, Truth or Dare?

Easy! Avoid truth like the plague.

Damn it!

And then I had to run a lap.

Well I mean I did come out to badminton instead of swimming, so I did need some exercise (which badminton really did not give), so I guess that’s okay.

Some rounds go by, and a question I would have liked to ask (although slightly different) was asked by the scapegoat. Once again the scapegoat takes one for the team. What a hero.

Well, eventually the scapegoat gets the question again, and thinking I was safe, I went with the good old ‘Truth’.

Little did I know it was just a terrible trap.

Ugh.

In my defence, they prefaced the ‘Truth or Dare’ question with ‘UGH I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO ASK’, so I thought I was pretty safe.

Nope.

Wrong.

I suck.

It was 100% a bait…

I bet this was plotted while I was running that lap… scum.

So… yeah. Needlessly to say, I was presented with the same question that I did NOT want to answer.

I gave them a really bad reply. I guess it worked.

Not a guy.

Personality.

Man, you don’t give up do you.

And give me 3 things.

Are you allowed to change your request part way through?

This has to be against the rules of Truth or Dare…

if there were any.

Honestly though, I have never thought about this before.

I may have thought of generally what I like in people, but I never went to specific people. Especially her.

I didn’t have much to say.

I just laid back on the grass, put up my thinking cap and went to sleep. I mean work.

Didn’t find nothin’.

They pressured me quite a bit, and I relented and gave them more terrible answers.

Plays games. And something else I completely forgot.

I think one of them was so bad it count as a negative answer, so I had to give 2 more to replace that one.

I don’t even know what I said after that.

 

I went home and thought about it.

And you know what? I really don’t know.

I thought about how she acts.

Quiet.

Wouldn’t say humble.

Not what I’d call kind.

I guess she has a cute kind of personality. I can’t say what it is though.

I guess it’s a mix of immaturity and curiosity.

She’s kind of independent… I think? Decent with technology.

Lacking people skills though, something I, myself, am working on, so that’s forgivable.

I think the biggest thing is that I feel like I can relate to her.

Experiences, joys and troubles all feel very similar.

I guess that’s why I feel like this eh.

 

When they were able to recognize that I gave up on it, they pressed with another question.

No longer was it ‘Truth or Dare’, but now ‘Pester Kevin with this topic’.

Fun game ideas. I wonder who thought of this one.

Maybe I should give them a part of my mind.

Would you date her?

I think I gave them a ‘Maybe,’ answer. I said ‘Yes’ then ‘No’. I don’t think they understand what I mean.

I think I recently explained it to someone.

Would like to date and actually date are different things. Also, right now, I don’t feel particularly inclined for some relationship, however at the same time it’s not as if I wouldn’t. I guess if someone really ‘important’ rolls around then maybe. But I don’t think I could commit to anything serious, especially right now when I just want to be kind of ‘free’ and not held back by too much. School’s already there, and I’m not even at the end goal of a successful transfer, so I have to put that ahead.

I also just feel inadequate to be pursuing any sort of relationship.

Physically. Mentally. And career-wise.

Heh. At least I got this out of my head.

It’s been a nice day so far.

It’s enjoyable just to interactive with her.

I still don’t know what this kind of feeling is.

Family love? Or something else.

Whatever it is, it doesn’t matter.

That’s the best part about infatuation.

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