School has just started, and I’m tired of it already.

The expectations are back at full throttle. Alive and kickin’, they’d say.

Kicking much harder than before, I must say. Not sure if it’s a sign of life, or a sign of struggle.

If it’s a life… oh my.

If it’s of struggle… oh god.

All I hope is that it stops kicking soon.

I also hope to stop hoping.

Stop relying on wishes.



Of course, it may impact decisions, but truthfully, the only thing I can rely on is myself.

And most of the time I can only rely on myself to rely on others, and the things I cannot rely on.