makes me feel powerful.

i can do online shopping (AMAZON, EBAY, ITUNES (i don’t use this anways LOL), PSN (cards), SPICE, AND EVERYTHING NICE!)

oh god, just thinking of how much money I can possibly spend is scary. 100 in a swipe, 20 in a atm. oh my god i’m going to go crazy.

this is how it feels to be powerful and in control, this feeling is fucking scary.